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Tuesday, May 28, 2013

Today is the anniversary of my boyfriend and me!
Went to Alkaff Mansion and the food tasted fabulous!

I'm a lucky girl! :)

pieces of me @ 11:41 PM.
Friday, August 03, 2012

So August is here! And I have failed terribly on my Project July! Wahaha! I am definitely too slack!

So it's just 3 days to my birthday but I don't feel like celebrating it as much, mainly cause I won't be forever 21 anymore! Sigh~ Growing up is so tough! Now I'm 22 to be and time for me to be looking for a job! For many they have already found jobs but to much of my friends of the same age (excluding guys), I'll be one of the first few to be looking for a job. Don't really wanna move on with life but I guess we really have to move on!

Anyway if you're here before August 12, I am here to tell you!
Share your Nike+ runs from now till 12 Aug on Facebook or Twitter with  &  and Nike will give a pair of shoe to the needy for every 20km!

I am definitely gonna try for it! I wanna try and work hard to give a needy person a pair of shoes! :) Already clocked 3.2km! So its just 16.8km more! I wished I knew it earlier at 24th July though! Then I would have tried hard to clock 40km instead! :) Why make 1 person happy when you have the ability to make 2 people happy right? Hehe! I wanna make my blog back into a happy blog!

So guys and girls, lets all clock 20km by 12 Aug! If everyone do a part, Nike would have to go bankrupt by donating all of their shoes! (Haha! Just kidding!!!) Lets do it together! Me and you!

The 3 tragic fingers since Venos! Love them.

pieces of me @ 1:20 AM.
Sunday, July 29, 2012

"Whatever happens in ____ stays in ____"

What bullshit is that?
Is just another way of saying, "I'm going to do something shameful and you cannot tell anyone about it"

Ohhh, I have seen many. And many of which are disgusting!
Especially "Whatever happens in the club stays in the club"
Cause to me, only cowards say that. Cause they need confirmation that they can do disgustingly horrible things without the world knowing. Or they could, in some cases that I know of that are happening to close friends of mine, when they are already attached but still do this type of disgusting things to other people. Of course, I did not say it cause I don't want to be caught in the mess which I do not have to be in at all. Also cause I'll want the person to confess out of integrity and not be confronted into a confession.

People also use it as a way to dig out information, for example: "C'mon, we won't tell! Whatever happens in ___ stays in __". Which hopefully people really do cause thats the confirmation that others have given them to share this "secret" out. But really, whoever that hears that will definitely be coax into sharing their deepest secret.

Other people? Just use it to do things way way worse and making everyone pretending that it never happened. Not telling us that phrase before but only when getting caught red handed, THEN using it. Which is the utmost disgusting ever! So if not caught obviously we won't even need to hear that phrase cause we "shouldn't even know" about it. So if we shouldn't even know about it, why should we keep the confidentiality for them? Seriously!!!! But cause I'm nice, I shall just forget about the whole situation.

Just hate the fact that people always hide behind this as a shield to do "wrong" things or do "stupid" things. Hate the fact that people always need this confirmation from other people. If you can do it, why don't have the balls to admit it? Why hide your true self to other people? "Oh I'm a nice boy but deep down inside I'm horny as hell. I like to do stuff to people whom I don't know, whom I've never met."

Well, I don't know. YOU tell me.
BUT, it shouldn't affect me much.
Unless my bf is using it on me, which I don't think he would. Not like I would know cause its a "secret" wahahha.

But no, seriously I trust him. =p This is to all the other guys, and even girls out there. Stop hiding behind the shield. If you dare to do it, then just admit it, else don't do it.

pieces of me @ 11:30 PM.
Sunday, July 08, 2012

It's been less than a week since I came back from Korea! It was awesome! :) Came back and realise there is a huge list of things to do! So I shall call this, "Project July"

In this month of July, there is a list of things that I have to do!
1. Pack Room (4 days allowance)
2. Pack Closet
3. Set things that are relatively new to be donated to Salvation Army
4. Make resume and send out resume
5. Buy formal apparels.
6. Buy PSU, fix my computer
7. Sign up for CFA
8. Do camera related stuff. Develop film, upload photo, delete pictures in iPhone
9. Run 10x this month
10. Deposit money, make bank account in another bank

So.... These are the 10 things that I have set myself that I MUST do! So far I have packed my room for 1 day and did 1 run! :) I have to quickly get ready for the next phase of my life!

I will miss my carefree life! But working life is something to look forward to too.

Ending off with a picture of my cousin's wedding on 11.11.11 :) 

pieces of me @ 10:22 PM.
Friday, June 22, 2012

Life now after exams have been fun! Been going out with love ones!

My boyfriend has flown to Korea for 8 days on Sunday! He's been having fun! I love all the short messages we would send to each other whenever there is wifi available! It's all these moments that have been making me smile and laugh! He would send me few photos at night and it's really super adorable! :) So thankful that I have a nice boyfriend like that!

Had a good meetup with XiuZhen and Fion on Tuesday! So much catching up to do! Even though it's been long since I last met Xiu Zhen, our friendship is still the same! Fion and me did more catching up after she left for Yoga and had Strickly Pancakes! It was super delicious! 
This is us!

Really love the talks that we had! Like good old Venos days! Only Janice was missing! And maybe Apple! :) Venos was legendary in its own ways too!

Wednesday morning was spend sending Liyi off to China for her internship! I woke up at 7am just to send her off!! We took this photo which was really cool was it looks like 3D but when you look at it in human eye level, it looks like a weird stretched photo! This was the photo we took!

Went to bedok market to have the best ba chor mee ever! And went home to sleep like a pig!

 At night went to club with my secondary school buddies! The last time that I went was actually December 2011! SO LONG AGO!! Had fun with them even tho I had little alcohol! Wahaha! Don't really have pictures cause I don't bring my phone to club! I don't like it when people use phone during the dance floor to tweet stuff or even just use it! And I think keep having to find other people in the club is a waste of time and even more rude to the friends who went with you!

Today (Thursday) was one of the absolute best outing I have had since long ago! One that involve meeting up at a earthly hour and doing stuff instead of just watching one late night movie and heading home. Went to balestier to have bakuteh there at 12pm! OH MY GOD SO EARLY RIGHT! Plus I just clubbed yesterday! After that 8 of us went to play L4D2! Just nice the amount of people! And they are so nice! Cause some of them have other appointments but they pushed back cause of us! HEHE! Chilled at Killeney and had heart to heart talk with J and HC. Met Panthers after that to have dinner at 15mins cafe. We spend the rest of the entire night chilling at starbucks just laughing away! The amazing thing about us is that even tho we have 10 people, we can still all be having one single convo together at the same time! Then we all took last bus/train home together! The feeling is awesomeeee! Guess this is what "old" or rather, "mature" people do? I feel it's rather a waste of money and energy to meet up so late just to watch one movie and (maybe) play some LAN when we could have done it in the afternoon too and save on the cab fare and the energy for next day!

Anyway, there was some issue that some of us really hated! We have this supposedly close group of friends that we thought we were still close, but apparently they proved us wrong. The only reason we are always invited to conversations are to fill in the numbers cause they want to buy something expensive for them and without us, their group will have to spend a lot each for the present. Really hate those that only ask you along to chip in to present but they go and have fun without you and still act like a clique. What's a clique for when there are mini cliques in it? In the end the big clique will fall and only be left with mini cliques! That's what I like about my uni friends. In our group, we don't have mini clique and is just us go out with the whole group. But then again, no point harping on it since they no longer care? =\ Maybe thats why I'm more reluctant to pay so much if we're not as close to you as you feel we are. Why pay so much when we are not close friends (in their eyes)? CLEARLY, the friendship worthiness can be seen. We're just less than half as important to them now.

pieces of me @ 1:17 AM.
Friday, June 01, 2012


Exams are finally over!! When all my friends said that they were feeling lost after exams were over, I din't really understand. But when my papers finished yesterday, I finally realized what they meant! Imagine everyday waking up and studying and this happened for a whole of 6 months! But when everything is over, I have nothing to wake up to do! So lost when I was at home! Need to get ww's monitor and get myself an internal hdd so that I can start playing my diablo! :) (no life ._.)

Well anyway I guess it's chill and relaxing time now! Really gotta cherish this last bit of freedom that I have before starting my working life! Hope I can head down to mambo and poptart some time in June! Wanna really enjoy my life before I lose all hopes! :x I guess catching up with close friends are on my priority now! I've sacrificed a lot for my degree. Though I'm quite sure I won't be getting my first class honours, but I know I did it without any regrets!

Really gotta update my blog especially my details! At the side bar it says I'm nineteen when I'm turning 22 soon! D: And the picture was probably taken when I was so much younger! I've been deceiving everyone! Hopefully anyone reading this now I've already updated my profile! HAHA!

Really thankful for my BF for supporting me! We have officially reached ONE YEAR! Honestly I din't know this would go so far! Was pretty skeptical but we made it! I know I've found the right one already! Recently I told him about some issues and really had mental break down due to exams but instead, he said was so nice to reassure me and to come down to accompany me to study for 2 days when my house had absolutely nothing to do! We celebrated our first year at Orchard Hotel! Yay! :) A nice nice dinner! We really took our time and were the LAST to leave! Wahaha.

Wanna enjoy every bits of my life. I'd say my life is not perfect, but to me, it's the best that I could ask for and I wouldn't want to change any of it right now! :)


pieces of me @ 12:15 AM.
Tuesday, May 15, 2012

What's Trending #1?: #Diablo3

Hello blog!

Just had the worst paper of my life! ): All my hopes are dashed! No more First Class Honours for this girl over here!

Anyway thats not why I am here! I'm here cause HURRAY FINALLY FINALLY DIABLO 3 IS RELEASED!!!

That's half the reason though!
In twitter I've seen some people going mad over Diablo while some remained sarcastic about it. Tweets as follows.

1. "Diablo 3 is obviously trending..can someone explain to me wat's the big deal abt it?"
2. everybody is obsessed with diablo 3. because they're a fan of diablo or because they're just joining in the crowd? i think the latter haha
3. This diablo 3. What's nice

And for the record, 1's replied was

lols..i am not into any computer games..soo i cant really be bothered..

When I told her that she wouldn't understand. Thing is, if you can't really be bothered, why tweet then? Why tweet "what's the big deal about it?" if you can't be bothered? True that?

Also, Why CANT we be obsessed with the release? We waited more than 10 years after the first release of Diablo 2. So you can be obsessed with Korean singers, you can be obsessed with soccer, you can be obsessed with WHATEVER, but we can't be obsessed with Diablo 3? Oh one singer has released its album after few months, "\SPAMS TWEETER "SPAM SPAM SPAM OMG KOREAN GROUP NEW SONG BLAH BLAH", SPAMS TWEETER "OMG THE SOCCER. REFEREE KEYLONG" but we can't spam for like a day or so or just let us spam for a month till the thing settles down? Unlike whatever your obsession is that won't settle down for ages!
(No offense to people who like K-pop or soccer. Just an example cause I'm okay with both of them! ^^)

There are multiple tweets from girls saying how say they are cause of their bf's addiction to Diablo, that I understand. But please ah, don't say girls that play Diablo are those that wanna "act" like they do. There are infact female players alright! Hello it's already 2012! Are you still living in a stoneage? If you are then please wear some leaves and live in a cafe. Feels so much like how I used to play Dota and when my team won, people would go "my team got girl but we still won" and if we lost "our team only lost cause we were a girl" Stupid stereotype idiots.

Yes I sound very angsty. Also cause of this extremely undoable paper I had!

To all Diablo 3 fans like me, YAY TO US!!!!! LETS MAKE FRIENDS :))
To all Diabo 3 haters or whatever, you just can go back to your own obsession. You have yours, we have ours! It's not like we're committing a crime or anything. Geez.

ESAP paper on Friday, here I come for you!
3 down, 2 to go!

pieces of me @ 5:28 PM.

An imperfect perfectionist;
Adores the rain;
Loves the hugs;
Craves for happiness;
With a handful of love;

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J O L E N E . T A N
O5 August 1990
Singapore Institute of Management
University of London
Bsc in Banking and Finance
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