The last time I've clubbed, which was in Dec 2011.
HELLO BLOGGER! :)
Suddenly missing this little space of mine!!
Recently have been studying too much. So much is on my mind!
I want to aim high! But it's really pulling down in my daily life.
If friends ask "meet when?" I'll always be like "Oh man, I wanna go but I really need to study! :("
Waiting for exams to come is a love/hate relationship!
On one hand, it's like "OH PLEASE FASTER COME! I WANT MY FREEDOM" and on the other it's like "Noo NOO!! DONT COME! I'M NOT READY!"
I guess I want it to come slower than faster cause having to finish exams also means the start of a real adult world for me. I don't wanna grow up! It's so fast! But I guess life's fair? Every 1/3 of our life, we are something
Assuming human live up to a span of 70years.
First 20 odd years: You'll be a kid! :) Having fun, studying and saying you hate school! Working part time jobs when it's the holidays.
Next 20 years odd years: You'll be an adult! Having to work everyday and dreading work. Starting a family. Spending most on your money on 4 main groups. 1: House. 2: Things you need in a house + bills. 3: Children 4: Parents. Life passes by so quickly that your kid grow up too dam fast!
Last 20 odd years: You'll be slowing down your pace in life. Money ain't really a big deal as you have lesser and lesser to support once your kids grow up and start working. And soon, you'll have white hair and people have to give up seats for you in the MRT.
SCARY RIGHT! After thinking through all these.
But right now I just wanna study hard and not waste my parents money! It's okay if I don't go out with my friends right now. Cause those that matter don't mind. Those that mind doesn't matter. I'm glad some of my friends understand me, while I've pardon others cause they have not been to this phase of life yet. Either that or took the easy way out, eg. going to a simpler uni just to get a degree. (That they don't understand how tough UOL is.)
Can say my life is pretty perfect right now! (I guess)
I mean, I can't say that I'd stop studying after this phase. No! I intend to continue studying. Maybe trying to take up CFA. :) Tho its 30% passing rate, but since UOL's passing rate is already hell low, what's a mere 30% rate?
Can't wait to get my room pack, neat and span and put my new computer and install SC2 and by then, D3 will be out too FYEAHHHHH.
This CNY really don't feel like going out to visit, but then again, this will be the final 1-3 days that I'll sacrifice!! No more okay! :(
See you folks another day when I feel like coming back! :)
pieces of me @ 11:55 PM.