Random Thought

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

bleahh.. i saw yoo ytd.. and i was thinkin abt this line

If a girl cries in front of you,
it means that she couldn't take it anymore.
If you took her hand,
she would stay with you for the rest of your life;
If you let her go,
she couldn't go back to being herself anymore.

A girl won't cry easily,
except in front of the person who she love the most,
she becomes weak.

A girl won't cry easily,
only when she love you the most,
she put down her ego.

Guys, if a girl cried bcoz of you,
please hold her hands firmly,
she's the one who would stay with you
for the rest of your life.

Guys, if a girl cried bcoz of you,
please don't give her up,
maybe bcoz of your decision,
you ruin her life.

Don't do this to a girl,
You may regret for the rest of your life.
Maybe in your life,
she's the only one that love you the most.


wudd u takee my handd?
or wudd u ratherr leavve me aloone in thiis worrld
i am derR only wann tatt lurvees u daRr mostt
its just thatt u dunnnoo

pieces of me @ 5:46 PM.
Friday, February 18, 2005

today. all cox of mdm ho
wan teach wad chi
den she dismiss us too late
cox i saw him walkin pass my klass
den he spike his hair
sooo nice
and he wear so specs.
shuai dai le..
well.. even if u are botak.. *lol.. lynn..*
or u wear toot toot de specs.
i will still lke u de..
walkin this empty strange place.alone.
walk wit me.save me.help me.i beg u.
today. i tot of a quote
___ a thief of heart ___
___ a duel of passion ___

to me.. its quite nice..
i dunno..
oh well.. another chance jux went down de drain

i've neverr stopp lurrvinn yoo
its just that yoo dunnoo..

pieces of me @ 7:50 PM.
Tuesday, February 15, 2005

he tried to talk to me
y mux i be so shy?
y mux jas be holdin my hand and pullin me away
y? y? y??!!!
a chance was wasted
and i wun waste another chance
anyway.. y do u wan to say hallo
jux right after V.day?
when i told u happy V.day
u said haha?
wad ans is that?
wats so funny?
izzit that funny?
hais. sad.
but wadeva it is
i will still wait for u
day by day.. months by months..
adds a chapter into this story..
i wun end this book
i'll make it a hundred.. no thousand..
million? or even billion page book..
i'm never gonna end this story
not now.. not ltr.. not ever.
i jux wanna say
even if u dun lyk me
even if u're seeing sum1 else
i still love u
and i will say
i'm happy for u
even tho that sum1 is not me
even tho i'm seriously hurt
even tho pieces of my heart cannot be pieced back again
i will still love u..
till de day i die..
i promise to treat u as good as i will
never ever regrettin knowin sum1 lyk u
wo ai ni. wo yong yuai ai ni.

pieces of me @ 7:21 PM.
Wednesday, February 09, 2005

-x.]]*__. if i could catch a rainbow

-x.]]*__. i wud do it jus fer u.

-x.]]*__. and share wid u it's beauty

-x.]]*__. on da daes u're feeling blue.

-x.]]*__. if I could build a mountain

-x.]]*__. u could call ur very own.

-x.]]*__. a place to find serenity

-x.]]*__. a place to be alone.

-x.]]*__. if I could take your troubles

-x.]]*__. I wud toss em in da sea.

-x.]]*__. but all dese things i'm finding

-x.]]*__. are impossible fer me,

-x.]]*__. i canot build a mountain

-x.]]*__. or catch a rainbow fair

-x.]]*__. but let me be . . .

-x.]]*__. wad I noe best,

-x.]]*__. a fren tat's oways dere.

*._ taKe care lOts ya.=]_.*

*wO yOng yuaN ai Ni deR*

pieces of me @ 11:03 PM.
Saturday, February 05, 2005

ok.. i was lyk telling yining this..
but she jux wouldnt believe
wad for i waste my breathe
i'll jux tell u ba..
u'll listen wun u?

ok.. heres wad i was sayin
its lyk...
i dun wan her to make de same mistake as me
i din tell de one whom i loved tat i love him
but who noes.. he loved me too
but wen my target was changed to Vin
and i told him.. hey.. i noe this is silly
but i had lyk u b4.. hope after noein this u wun advoid me?
and u noe wad his reply was?
well.. actually ar.. i oso lyk u b4.. hee..
and its lyk.. wat a waste?
i tot he wud nv lyk me..
and he tot i wud nv lyk him
we were meant to be
and we blew de chance

well.. thats de endin to that story
and this is de beginning of another chapter
i fell in love wit this boy..
named vincent..
but i did not dare to tell him
and dare not talk to him
cox there was already rumours abt me en him
so i was lyk.. ahh.. rumours.. so i diam diam for 1 year 1 month
till Aug when it was my b'day..
vincent ask weemeng
who is jolene ar?
he was lyk.. up till now i still dunno who jolene is.
i was lyk.. my heart shattered..
they broke to pieces
i tried to pick dem up and place them back together
but i cant.. i'm hurt and bleedin
all these times.. when i cud hv talk to him
and get to know him 1st
was wasted..

its de beginning of another year.. this year..
i've decided.. i will tell him my true feelings for him
on de 11th of feb..
i cannot wait any longer

To Be Continue..

p.s. tired la.. psps..

pieces of me @ 1:09 AM.

An imperfect perfectionist;
Adores the rain;
Loves the hugs;
Craves for happiness;
With a handful of love;

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J O L E N E . T A N
O5 August 1990
Singapore Institute of Management
University of London
Bsc in Banking and Finance
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