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Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Hello to the spiderwebs on the wall, the dust on my tables, and crums on my floor.

Was just talking to partner for a while. We both were talking about how when we were young, we were super naive. The songs we listened to, gave us feelings and we would really sink into the melodies and lyrics of songs. How we would listen to different songs on different occasions and believing the songs.

How happy it was, even right before year 2, before i entered maincom. I believed i was still a child then. I grew up to politics and threw away that happy-go-lucky habit of mine. No longer do i hear words like "Jolene! Why are you so happy everyday?" or stuffs like "omg, I want to be as happy as you". Year 2 broke me down. No, it wasn't just maincom. It was another reason which i dearly regretted. I was broke apart. Everything tore me down.

Maincom showed me to the world of politics. M just left me cold and said "i thought you knew" after months when i asked. Friends left cause they thought I din't care when I had club committements, till now even after im free, they dont ask me anymore. Results dropped a mile. Teachers were against me. In FO, ALL my friends were seperated from me. Three words comes in handy now. No, not ILU, but FML.

Argh! I hate the me now! :( I tried so hard to "change back" but it's hard. But I know I can! Partner, lets change back together to when we were young and naive k! We must push each other along! We must stop letting our emotions take over us! It's really time to go back to my old mottos!

H is for Happy, No Corner!
FCBH! [F* Care, Be Happy]
Act blur, live longer.
Smile at anything that comes to you.

A little something my partner told me.
you know what makes us happy
like happy almost all the time?
its the fact that we can forget things easily
we throw unhappy things away easily
easier than other ppl
that is where we win them

Jia you! Happy thoughts happy thoughts! I know we can do it together! Cause we are P.F.L. We are partners for life. (:

Our 3rd year anni soon! HAHAHA! We buy cake then make a wish together okay? Go back to the good old happy times!

pieces of me @ 1:01 AM.
Monday, April 05, 2010

Hello BLOG!

Tomorrow would be my very last FOW and soon to be, very last FOC.

It started from Ophix, to Venos to Holqa.
I wonder how different would it be this year?
Besides the fact that im a senior now.

I want to give in my all!
I want to leave freshies the impression my GLs gave me.
I want to have a memoriable experience.
I want to make my freshies happy.

Whatever it is, i know that..
This camp, isnt about me or any of the graduating students.
It's about the freshies, and TP.
I don't mind not winning. I just want the bond.

I'm not ready for the camp!
But I know it'll turn out fine!
Cause I believe in Zadaz!
We'll do well, just like that Ben says.
Not gonna post it here. But I believe in his line.

Let Zadaz rock your world! :)

Rock your rock your rock your world!
Zadaz Zadaz rock your world!

pieces of me @ 1:45 AM.
Thursday, April 01, 2010

I know I feel like a big wuss. Keep complaining that I'm sick in my msn nick, facebook, Twitter and even here. More of chanting "now is not the time to be sick" but if you "pray" at more places, there is a higher likelyhood to get cured!

Today was out getting identity. Thanks to syl and marcus who came with me. Y'all are the best!


marcus! =D

pieces of me @ 11:50 PM.

An imperfect perfectionist;
Adores the rain;
Loves the hugs;
Craves for happiness;
With a handful of love;

Video: KurtSchneider - Replay [ft. Sam Tsui]


J O L E N E . T A N
O5 August 1990
Singapore Institute of Management
University of London
Bsc in Banking and Finance
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