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Saturday, May 31, 2008

This post was so long ago that I dont exactly rmb what happened. But just a brief summary!!

20th May 2008- Random
Reached school at 9am for BIS submission today! Cabbed there! It freaking cost $8++!! And my house is at bedok!!! Not serangoon or sth!! !@#$

Well anyway, thanks for staying up the whole night to do project with me :D And thanks for waking me up when I fell asleep. HAHAHA!! All the way till 8am in the morn.

Went for CMSK and after that, went to eat with XiuZhen and her friend at mensa!

We ate Carbonara! :P

And my classmates! Woo!

Lessons today is really very ZZZ. 3hours BIS, 3hours COTS! I hate the COTS teacher! I already did my part of the assignment le! NOTHING left for me to do!! So I just wanted to sleep cause the prev day I only slept 1hour!! And she din't let me sleep!! Knock my table hard hard loud loud also! Sadded!!

Anyway, off to clubroom later!! Hehh. Someone sang new songs that day! I wonder who.

Oops Oops!! :P Scandalous.

Another pair!! LOL!

Solo kiddo!!

Guess who's phone? :P *Hint: Look at wall paper!!*

Went basketball court that day while waiting for the rest. Super relaxing time we had! Talked talked slacked slacked! =P

After 9 reached, someone came back, played a bit of guitar and we headed off to oppo school :D

Dinner as normal! LOL! Dam fun to eat with them I swear!! Been doing that so frequently for the past year. It's really an addiction.

My daily addiction
My daily dosage

pieces of me @ 11:56 PM.

Omg! Like so weird today! HAHA!!
You ahhh. Tsk. =P
Like suddenly "eh stand up." blah blah blah den "can i ask you a favour"
HAHAHA! Like nobody knows what im talking about but you luh.
Tsk, anyway, thanks for it. Tho it's weird but okay la. It's a warm feeling. =)

Anyway to the other you, gambattee!!

我知道你很难过
昨天是恋人
今天说分手就分手

pieces of me @ 9:45 PM.

STUDYING!!

ANDAND, POSTS HAVEN BEEN FINALISED YET PEOPLE! STOP ASKING ME WHAT POST WHO AND WHO IS! =)

BACK TO STUDYING!

pieces of me @ 2:17 AM.

Friday, May 30, 2008

YAY MARIO AND BEN GOT IN!!
Somemore mario got 145!!!! Ben not bad also!! 125 i think!! =P

Please thank me Mario and Ben!! =) I promoted u and ben more than I promoted myself.
Did you know how happy I was when I heard the number of votes u have? I was like happier than when I heard my own votes can? Cause I know my hard work paid off! Of course Desmond, Kat, KangYan, Atiqah and Marcus, your votes were high too!

Of course to the other 12 that got in too! Grats!! =)

To the 188 people out there that voted for me, [yes 188!! cause I dint vote for myself. like duh.] Thanks for voting for me!!

To those mad people in student lounge screaming for me, THANK YOU TOO!! I agree that for IITSC, my screamed was the loudest! :P I can hear a lot of people cheeering! Thanks!! I REALLY LOVE YOU ALL!

To the photographer, OMG! like thanks for taking super lot of takglam photo of me please! Like I think u took since engine school all the way to iit school can? I SAW OKAY! ROAR!

To those people that talked to me when we din't really knew each other like gideon, ella etc etc. Thanks! We all got in! Thats the important thing!

I LOVE HUGGING EVERYONE AT LOUNGE!! Like thanks Hakim for the super sweet hug esp!! For telling me about venos and such. Awww. And others like tracy iman may fion badd yp fy maybelle jel amelia brandon etc etc la. like too much to mention kind.

And YES, I love the new committee!! =P So what if I'm third? What's most important is the respect of people which I think some people lacks.

THANK YOU ALL!! FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT!! AND CALLS!! AND SMSES!!!

pieces of me @ 11:39 PM.

UNDERGROUND LOVE.

Bitter yet sweet.
You have your rights to love.
But I choose not to.

To protect her. I stay away from you.
But it's hard too. Do you know?

Why is it that I always think of people before myself?
Why can't I just stop thinking about other people first?

But looking around today at the people that cared for me.
I realised why I think of people before myself.

Only cause I don't want to disappoint the people who love me.
I don't want the people around me to be sad.

I'll transform saddness into kindness
kanashimi wo yasashisa ni

pieces of me @ 11:32 PM.

Thursday, May 29, 2008

Phew!! Voting period is over! Thank goodness! Hopefully Mario and Ben will get in. I'm not afraid of kat des etc tho. I know they will get in!!

Really need to thank those who voted for me!! Those who din't really know me but still helped me advertise. LIKE GIDEON!! HAHA! Dam funny. Today was the first time I actually had a more than 5mins conversation and guess what, he advertise me luh!! But guess what, I ALSO ADVERTISED HIM! haha! So qiao!!

Need to thank all those people. Esp those freshies!! You know I din't went to a lot of freshie to ask them to vote for me, but they did? Like the CDS freshie. I saw them and they just went "HEY I VOTED FOR YOU!!" Same goes for FBI, MWC, ITO, dont know if GET did but their freshies know me luh. And not to mention my supportive IMI. I think more than half of them went voting :P

And not to forget those people who helped me!! A lot of ppl helped me in the dark and I dint know till my freshies showed me the SMS tat they voted for me. Also for those freshie whom just ask their friends to vote for me even though they don't know me!!

And I need to thank everyone of you!! Good luck for tml!! =)

Oh btw, my poster right, no vandalisation, NONE OF THEM TORE etc. Wooo! Means I don't have anybody that's going against me either :P

Thanks for voting for me!
Lurbe euu deep deep!!

pieces of me @ 11:37 PM.

Omg! Some silly person sent me this song at 4.55am in the morning.
It's the song that I fell in love the very first time I heard it.
I think he sent me this song cause of my previous post about rains?

This was what my first message when I got the song.

Omg! Thanks for the song. Saw it. When I listened to it, instantly melted. Had a super undescribable feeling. Like feelings of the heart. Lyrics are super sweet and touching. Feelings just flow out from within. Ah. Ok. Might sound dumb tbut this song has lots of emotions in it. Esp after watching the movie.

The movie name was Accuracy of Death. Might not be a showed enjoyed by most. It's the think a lot kinda movie. Initially I thought I wasn't enjoying the movie. But after thinking it thru, I realised it has it's nice parts too.

Maybe some of you when you hear this song, you will go "Okay ah. Like those normal jap emoish/whatever kind of song." But no okay. Most Jap songs, their meanings are just too sweet. You have to watch the show to truely understand the nature of the song. Like my previous blog song, it was also after a show, that's why it has lots of emotion in it to me. Your heart has that "heartbreak" kinda feeling, but then again, you're not feeling sad. Ah! I'm not emo okay!

Just listen to this song. And look at the lyrics. You'll find its a really sweet song. A super meaningful song. Please sit back and listen. Stop whatever you're doing, close your eyes and listen.

Btw, a MV of the song.

What spilled out
Wasn’t a tear but a praying voice
What I
looked up at
Was the sun above the clouds

I was living like I was
asleep
I was always alone
Until the day I met you
I was always,
always here

Even if there’s a love song
I could sing by myself
This warmth from the touch of your arms
Can’t be found alone

If
I had put on a mask
Then I felt I might have forgotten
I shut away my
memories
And locked them in a box

Even in that dark place
I was
able to find you
Even if I can’t return
I’ll keep going farther, farther

Even if there’s a love song
That recalls loneliness
I can’t
reach it alone
So I’ll walk out once more
Toward the door to tomorrow
With you…

I’ll transform sadness
Into kindness
And someday
Once I’ve set my true self free
The pain will disappear
I know it

I don’t need a love song
I can sing by myself anymore
I can’t
find it alone
But with you I know
We can find a place where the sun
shines
A tomorrow I’ve never seen

Jap version. [I ownself one by one type de okay!!]

koboreochita no wa
namida jyanaku inoru koe
miagete ita no
wa
kumo no ue no taiyou

nemuru youni ikite ita
istumo kodoku
datta
kimi ni deau sono hi made wa
zutto zutto koko de

hitori
demo utaeru
ai no uta ga aru toshite mo
hitori de wa sagasenai
ryoute ni fureta kono nukumori

kamen wo matoeba
wasurerareru
kigashiteta
kioku wo shimatta
hako ni kagi wo kakete

anna kurai
basho de sae
kimi wo mitsukedaseta
modoru koto ga dekinakute mo
motto motto tooku

hitorikiri oboeta
ai no uta ga aru toshite mo
hitori de wa todokanai
doa no mukou de matsu ashita e
koko kara mou
ichido arukidasu
with you...

kanashimi wo yasashisa ni
kaete
miseru kara
itsuka wa kanarazu
hontou no jibun wo yurusetara
itami
mo kieteku
kitto

hitori demo utaeru
ai no uta wa mou iranai
hitori de wa sagasenai
hidamari no youna kono nukumori
kimi to nara
sagaseru
mita koto no nai ashita wo

Sweet Rain
Sunny Day

pieces of me @ 9:25 AM.

It's been raining lately.
Downpour, drizzle, lightnings, driperty drop.
So cold. So cold.
Shivering to the max.
I need warmth!! I need an embrace.

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away

pieces of me @ 2:03 AM.

19th May 08-Sadluoancs night.

Something only two person would know. And will only know. LOL! That explains the black and whites.

Slept at 6am that day and woke up at 3pm. Imagine after waking up, your mom made you eat both bfast and lunch together! And there wasnt an option called "no".

Some herbal chicken thingy.

And this was the rice dont know what thing also.

But just super full le!! Imagine you eat finish le den soon after it was dinner! Anyway, spend almost the whole of that day doing BIS. Slept at 6am in the morn luh!! And had to wake up at 7am! Tiredddddd.

Anyway, that day, dad gave me a blueberry CHEESE [ben see this!!] tart. Super nice! Whoots. =P

Projecting whole day
Eating whole day!!!

pieces of me @ 1:55 AM.

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Adding on to names, for BSC, vote for:

jiamin, liyi, joan, loulin, may, lingyu, shihui, cindy.

=)

pieces of me @ 1:19 AM.

An addiction that can't be stopped.

RAhhs!

pieces of me @ 12:43 AM.

Monday, May 26, 2008

HEY! I wrote so many names to vote for IITSC before right? Can't remember all?

Just remember JOLENE, BENJAMIN YAP and CHOY HANYANG MARIO.

Please please spread these two okay!

If you still can rmb more, please vote for DESMOND YIP also! He's the markLee look alike! Cause we promised to run together from long ago!!

Just four names!! I really need your help!! Esp for Benjamin and Mario which are both Sub Committees!

VOTE FOR BENJAMIN AND MARIO!
If you can only rmb 2 names, remember theirs! Even if you dont vote for me, vote them!

pieces of me @ 12:59 AM.

Sunday, May 25, 2008

i miss the times when i could just post things as it was.
no hidings, no nothing.

the true feelings without editions.
I want to post like last time!

pieces of me @ 6:28 PM.

I hate it when people say you PS them when you dint even agreed to go in the first place!

I hate it when people purposely tell you how much fun they had cause u "PS-ed" them.

It's not my fault I have to run to places.
I've got my own life too. Get yours.

pieces of me @ 5:43 PM.

HELLO PEOPLE! I'M RUNNING FOR IITSC! PLEASE VOTE FOR ME YO!

VOTE JOLENE AKA TAKGLAM QUEEN!!

NOT TO MENTION,

VOTE DESMOND AKA MARK LEE.

VOTE BENBEN AKA MY HUSBAND.

VOTE MARIO AKA STUPID HAPPY KIDD.

VOTE KATHERINE AKA BIGBOOBS.

VOTE ATIQAH AKA LAUGHALOT GIRL.

VOTE MARCUS AKA MACPUSSY.

VOTE BERLINDA AKA CHEHBU.

VOTE MELINDA AKA MERLION

VOTE KANGYAN AKA JOKER

VOTE AHMAD AKA GIRLYMANII

VOTE DAVE AKA SHUAI DE

FOR TPSU!!

VOTE FOR BRANDON AKA PRETTY BOY WITH STRAW HAT.

VOTE FOR KAHYUEN AKA NU QIANG REN.

VOTE CLAUDINE AKA FLATPOLE.

VOTE EDWIN AKA IDONTHAVEANICKFORHIM.
VOTE GIDEON AKA GIDDY.

VOTE CHRIS AKA FOODFRIEND.

FOR BSC!!

VOTE MAYBELLE AKA MISS TAKGLAM.

VOTE YANTI AKA CRIMINAL.

VOTE TRACY AKA HONEY.

FOR DSC!!

VOTE AMOS AKA COWBOY HAT. CRYSTAL AKA STYLO HAIR AND ISSAC AKA I DONT KNOW HIM.

VOTE MALLORY AKA CRAZY GIRL.

FOR ESC!!

VOTE FOR JEL AKA PARAPARA KING.

VOTE SHAH AKA SULTAN KING.

VOTE SINYAN AKA DRUM KING.

VOTE RYAN AKA FUNNY KING.

VOTE ERWIN AKA RANDOM KING.

THOSE THAT I'VE MISSED OUT, JUST LET ME KNOW!! DOING THIS VERY IMPROMPTULY!! IF U GOT PICTURE JUST PASS IT TO ME! YAY.

pieces of me @ 5:22 PM.

19th May 2008- MnNs.

Nothing much. Just some things that could never be said out again! HAHA!
http://beibi.wordpress.com/2008/05/25/mns

But you know it's you right? =) So just blogging down.

Dont expect to me to read you like a book.
Cause you're a book with blank pages for me to fill it in myself.

pieces of me @ 3:28 PM.

17th May 08- benbenmeiwei, happypills, fion hse

ROAR! Went to meet BenBen and Meiwei at town. They were there since 1+ and I only met them at like 3+4+ LOL! OOPS!! After that, we accompanied BenBen to town to alter his shirt and buy new clothes :D

I seriously thing the aunty is like interested in him X:

And the guy behind looks so cute la!! As in the chubby chubby fat fat that kinda cute :X

But BenBen dam stunning!! Cause I kept saying the vest nice!! And he kept saying he don't wear vest. Halfway I just asked him to randomly go try one vest! And he really went to try and in the end he really bought it!! OMG!! And the vest cost $50!! LOL! Btw the shop uncle is a gay and is def interested in him! HAHA!

After that we went to penne cause he wanted to buy his skinnies. [I know you went cause i had to go suntec de lor! :P LOL!! jk]

After that, at ard 6+7+ I went to find FY Apple Rayna Larry Clemen HuiQi and we just slacked around suntec.

Me and apple with the exact oppo colour combi!

And what is us without some arcading! :D

Notice their points now and....

Their points now! LOL!!! FY still stuck at 51 when Larry alrdy got 20!!

Notice!! FY started later than larry and he ended first. LOL!

Went to a shop that i forget what name and after that headed to MRT to train back cause was going fion hse after that. Jiu they found a balloon that matches Larry's skinnies!

FEIYONG! =D WOOHOO!

As I trained back with Larry and Clemen, we saw this GAY LOL! And we took LOTS of picture of him. :P Wheeeee!! hahaha. Enjoyyy!!

He's really a guy! :D
I need a little more luck than a little bit

pieces of me @ 1:46 PM.